In Between Days
Oct. 5th, 2021 12:46 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
So. [The secret project] ran out on Friday, at least in terms of the part I signed a contract and NDA for; I've been told they want me back, but not when, or for how long. So I am now at loose ends, catching up on sleep and other stuff. I finished a tiny little story I owed somebody yesterday, for example, and I've been recommending Hallowe'en movies on Twitter. Should do some outlining and catch up on email, especially as it pertains to various things I've been sent to read/blurb. I also have outstanding projects to work on, and a course to teach come November...but man, I miss it already, this work, these people. It's hard not to feel like you've been dropped.
Still, I'm an adult, so I should act like one. I don't have to worry that people don't like me, especially when I have ample evidence that they do. That's what the fucking meds are for, after all.
Otherwise, I've been "doodling" maniacally, filling two whole notebooks thus far with sketches in marker, which I find a lot easier to control and trust than I do pencils. It's all fairly grotesque stuff--I'm not exactly great at realism. I'm enjoying it, though, and it's made for fun stuff to post when you can't comment on anything else you're doing.
Still, I'm an adult, so I should act like one. I don't have to worry that people don't like me, especially when I have ample evidence that they do. That's what the fucking meds are for, after all.
Otherwise, I've been "doodling" maniacally, filling two whole notebooks thus far with sketches in marker, which I find a lot easier to control and trust than I do pencils. It's all fairly grotesque stuff--I'm not exactly great at realism. I'm enjoying it, though, and it's made for fun stuff to post when you can't comment on anything else you're doing.
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