Here I Stand, I Can Do No Other
Mar. 3rd, 2021 04:46 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
handful_ofdustBrief return of The Fear last night. I think it might just have something to do with the fact that energy creates energy, so knocking stuff off the To Do list/replying to email creates, heigh ho, more email and more things To Do. This shouldn't surprise me, yet it somehow always seems to.
OTOH, good news pending, on several fronts. As ever, I'm never sure when I can announce these things, so I will stay dumb. But yeah, fun stuff, good stuff. Yet here I am sitting around in my living room with my bra off, feeling gross because I haven't been able to schedule a bath for a couple of days and vaguely remembering this awful dream I had last night combining two things I hate a lot, zombie dystopias and situations where every action you think of has already been blocked proactively. Oh yeah, and "democratic" rule dictated by tweet, and cannibalism. My hindbrain comes up with this shit and makes it impossible for me to change the channel, and I'm pretty sure it's essentially just my body telling me it's time to get up, goddamnit. Get up, and get working.
And this I thus will do.
OTOH, good news pending, on several fronts. As ever, I'm never sure when I can announce these things, so I will stay dumb. But yeah, fun stuff, good stuff. Yet here I am sitting around in my living room with my bra off, feeling gross because I haven't been able to schedule a bath for a couple of days and vaguely remembering this awful dream I had last night combining two things I hate a lot, zombie dystopias and situations where every action you think of has already been blocked proactively. Oh yeah, and "democratic" rule dictated by tweet, and cannibalism. My hindbrain comes up with this shit and makes it impossible for me to change the channel, and I'm pretty sure it's essentially just my body telling me it's time to get up, goddamnit. Get up, and get working.
And this I thus will do.
